[Oh god, she's always had the cutest fucking laugh and now it's pressed against his lips. Happiest moment of his fucking pathetic life. He knows the difference between her happy laughter and her Karkat-is-retarded laughter, he's heard both enough times to have it figured out. She's happy, fucking shit, kissing him makes her happy, this is the best thing ever oh god even if she never kisses him again he will never stop thinking about this.]
[Hmm? Why is she wiggling? Is he stepping on her toes or something? Wait, that's fucking stupid, how could he be stepping on her toes if he hasn't moved his feet since they started? Oh, she's pulling out of the kiss, he misses her already--]
Wha--
[Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck, she's inviting him to touch her. He's already going into hormonal overdrive just from the tender hold he has on her hipbones. Okay. Okay. He can do this. He's been aching to do this since middle school. If he fucks this up, past Karkat will probably murder him dead.]
[His hands are shaking, but he lets one open palm sweep down over her outer thigh, and the other trails up towards her breasts. Was he allowed to touch them? God, he might come in his pants if she let him do that, that might be an awful fucking idea. But god, he fucking wants to.]
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[Hmm? Why is she wiggling? Is he stepping on her toes or something? Wait, that's fucking stupid, how could he be stepping on her toes if he hasn't moved his feet since they started? Oh, she's pulling out of the kiss, he misses her already--]
Wha--
[Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck, she's inviting him to touch her. He's already going into hormonal overdrive just from the tender hold he has on her hipbones. Okay. Okay. He can do this. He's been aching to do this since middle school. If he fucks this up, past Karkat will probably murder him dead.]
[His hands are shaking, but he lets one open palm sweep down over her outer thigh, and the other trails up towards her breasts. Was he allowed to touch them? God, he might come in his pants if she let him do that, that might be an awful fucking idea. But god, he fucking wants to.]