Application :: KURT HUMMEL :: languishment

[girlsongs.livejournal.com]

INCOMPLETE, meant to be emailed I just need to see it HTML'd.


PLAYER INFO
Name | Vee
Personal Journal | veelociraptor
Contact | [AIM] eyesxofxcrimson, [plurk] vehira, [email] versailles.is.a.vampire[at]gmail.com
Current Character(s) | N/A


CHARACTER INFO
Name | Kurt Hummel
Series | Glee
Canon Point | Post-Season 2
Reference |
Age | 17
Gender | Kurt is physically male, but mentally mostly-female. While knowing and accepting that he is male, he declares himself an Honorary Girl. He doesn't see himself as female-in-a-male's-body, just a boy who identifies more with girls than boys. When the New Directions kids are split up into boys-and-girls, Kurt goes to the girls side and is upset when told to join the boys.
Suitability | N/A
Appearance | N/A
Personality |

bluh bluh bluh

Possessions | Clothes, wallet, and...would-have-been iPod.
Character Abilities/Powers |

- Talented singer. Able to hit a high F (F5)
- Fashion-savvy. He can also tell when hair dye is from the bottle.
- Words. Kurt's bark is ten times worse than his bite, but sometimes the bark may as well be the bite. He's brutal with his words, quick to unleash tirades when he deems necessary.
- Creativity. Artsy in more than just music, Kurt has a knack for fashion, interior design, and coming up with ideas upon ideas for New Directions. Ideas come natural to him, and he pulls out all the stops to make it as fabulous as he imagines it.
- Kicking. Seriously. He was the kicker on the football team for all of one game and was a deciding factor in victory.
- Dance Dance. Kurt is also pretty good at dancing. Not amazing, not spectacular, but definitely not bad, either! He can learn a dance and do it well, and knows how to dance classic dances (waltz and stuff like that).

Weaknesses/Fears |

- Sensitivity. It's not terribly hard to put Kurt down, despite how strong he is and makes himself out to be. For all his bravery and confidence, one comment or action could send him into emotional reverse.
- Superficiality. Although most evident in Season 1, Kurt is focused on his appearance and it takes significant priority. He'll only accept brand name clothing, and only if it's fashionable; he even turned down a lead role because the costume was far out of his acceptable tastes.
- Damsel. While biting and vicious with his words, Kurt lacks in the physical strength department. He can get a good shove in, but that's about it. He's all for saving others, but when it comes to himself...not so much.
- Loneliness. He fears being alone for the rest of his life, and because of his accepting of that fate he often doesn't fill others in on his problems. Accepting help is hard for him, but he will if others are persistent enough. However, since he began dating Blaine, this fear would be lessened, but the weakness it creates is still there.
- Denial. Kurt has a problem with understanding when "no means no," as called out by Finn and repeatedly an issue with him. When he wants something to happen, he creates a fantasy where things work in his favor. However, this has been mostly in the the romance department of his life more than others.
- Sex. A self-declared romantic, Kurt is scared of and avoids all mentions, talks, and pamphlets about sex. He's completely satisfied with touches of hands and cuddling, and doesn't want to get into more than that. He's admitted to watching porn, but couldn't get aroused due to the haunting thoughts of what the pornstars' mothers would think of them.

Requested Village | Fuar, please!
NPC mini-plot | Yes!


SAMPLES
First-person |

[The video feed begins with Kurt taking a deep breath, his eyes puffy from his previous crying. A lingering tear rolls down his cheek as he takes a breath to calm himself.]

Okay...I need to know from someone what to do when...when...

[He looks away from the camera, tilting his head upward dramatically. Another deep breath, coupled with a nervous nibble at his lower lip. Why was he even going public with this? Abruptly, he looks back at the camera, scared conviction set in his features.]

No. Never mind, I can't do this, I can't! This place has done something terrible to me and if the price is a gaudy 'x' on my face then I think I can accept that!

[He takes a moment to compose himself, in which he draws his lips into a thin line before ending the feed.]

Third-person |

"Oh no...oh no no no, it's getting darker."

Kurt touched and fondled the thick, dark X on his cheek. He rubbed at it with the porcelain-toned tips of his fingers, and when the fragility he took to the mark bore no results, began to heavily pat his palm against it. Violent rubbing would only speed the wrinkle process up, and like hell he was about to let that happen! He wouldn't even approach his itchy eyes after an all-nighter with anything more than a damp towel. As his cheek neared a blistering alizarin, he began to lose all hope of doing this the easy way. He let his hand drop to his lap with a hefty huff from his lips. It came down to needing make-up for this one. Time would be taken out of his shopping schedule for this, but it was well worth the pseudo vanishment of the ugly black mark on his face.

He launched himself to his feet and shuffled to a corner of the room where he kept what little make-up he had obtained in a box. Really, was it so hard to be properly stocked? Of course it was, it just had to be in a situation as awful as this. He squatted down and began to go through the box, taking out concealer, foundation, anything he knew he could use. Really, he hated it here, despite the nearby spas he could frequent at his own convenience, the lovely fashions...Kurt sniffled and blinked away the tears that bubbled up in his eyes. What was going to happen to him? He was supposed to be with Blaine, writing musicals, practicing songs, and going on coffee shop dates when he wasn't shopping or having sleepovers with Mercedes and Rachel. He wasn't meant to be in a place where the first thing you're told is to...to go galavanting off to have sex with complete strangers!

"No, no, you have too many other things to worry about!" he told himself, shutting the make-up box forcefully and returning to his vanity mirror. He would vanquish the Mark via his own methods, and fashion would be saved the nosedive into oblivion. However, as he properly layered products unto his cheek, fashion designs flittered into his head. He could work the Mark, he realized, have it be as thick, dark and pointedly obvious as it would like to be. It would require planning and putting bits and pieces from other clothing together to make it happen, but it was better than having to use all of his make-up just to cover it up everyday. Kurt straightened up and allowed himself a smile; a good distraction was needed, he'd decided, and maybe if he behaved well enough he'd be allowed to return home.